Dear everything.
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Today I witnessed a crucifixion in pink and lavender and gold.
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I've heard people say that beauty is in details,
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but I don't think they have ever seen you.
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There were mortal wounds inflicted on the sky
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and incrminating blue stains on my shirt.
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The shirt you bought for me.
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Christ it hurts.
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Like stars in my belly going supernova.
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I feel like a zombie that refuses to live.
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Haunting the junkyards and cutting myself on scraps of you.
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The other day I masturbated to pictures of you at your birthday party.
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They were the only ones I still had.
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It felt so wrong, just like my life.
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I hope I'm dead by the time you read this. I love you.
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Starbelly
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Pig Destroyer |