Restricted patient
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Or so they say
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I choose to stay here, phobic fears
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Nerve endings eaten away
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I'm out of touch
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With all in sight
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Don't close my eyes
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I fear that death will come collecting tonight
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Distracted ruins
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Oh can't you see?
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I'm nervous, frightened, tormented by everything
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You'll never know
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Just what it's like
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You can't imagine
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What's disturbing, what is eating my mind
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In constant paranoia
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Keeps me looking over my shoulder
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I'm hiding 'til the fear is over
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Running down the street
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I'll never look to see just what it might be
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That I fear so much in my life
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Or in my death
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Doctor, help me
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At any cost
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Please make it go away before I am totally lost
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Inside a shell and locked away
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No fear can touch me
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When I scream, none can hear what I say
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But is it gone, or did it stay?
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My phobophobic thoughts
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God, will they ever go away?
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And leave me be, I doubt they will
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The disease of fear has got me
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And it's in for the kill
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The fracture of my mind
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It will destroy me slowly
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In the end, I lay there breathless
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Six feet under, dirt will cover
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The headstone reads
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"His was a frantic mind, less human being
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Destroyed by fear of everything that could be"
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I've witnessed fear
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For all it's worth
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I can't imagine someone causing its own birth
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The human hell
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Or so we say
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But is it fear the only thing that we are prey?
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In life, not death
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Define to me
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A state of coldness life where I can be free
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Of mortal choice
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Burden of life
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A questioned fate of fear or am I to die?
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I've seen now some of what I've done done
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A disease now once delivered
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On those poor souls I pressure on
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Unearthly cold they shiver
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Insertion of fear a blood lacing tear
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I draw from cowards breaking
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Psychiatrists I tie in knots
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This mind in fear is taken
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Phobophobia
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Vio-Lence |