You call yesterday to basically say
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That you care for me but that you're just not in love
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Immediately I pretended to beel similarly
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And led you to believe I was O.K.
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To just walk away from the thing
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That's unyielding and scared to me
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Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
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And I'm going the extremes to prove I'm fine without you
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But in reality I'm slowly loosing my my mind
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Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
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Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
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'Cause I don't want to reveal that fact that I'm suffering
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So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
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And trun down all the lights and then break down and cry
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So what do you do when somebody you're devoted to
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Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't
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Got a clue
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Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
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Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"
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Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave leave this way"
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Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away
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Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
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And I'm going the extremes to prove I'm fine without you
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But in reality I'm slowly loosing my my mind
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Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
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Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
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'Cause I don't want to reveal that fact that I'm suffering
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So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
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And trun down all the lights and then break down and cry
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Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
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And I'm going the extremes to prove I'm fine without you
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But in reality I'm slowly loosing my my mind
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Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
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Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
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'Cause I don't want to reveal that fact that I'm suffering
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So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
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And trun down all the lights and then break down and cry
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Breakdown
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Mariah Carey |