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Mother see, that all my life
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I planted flowers to survive
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And as they faded I stopped to speak
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I painted flowers
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and nobody knows why ...
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No awakening, no lullaby
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I only felt the need to try
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To have the guts or the stupidity
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To grab for stars, that I can't reach at all
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Father see, that I have tried
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To find that angel deep inside
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That you once promised I would meet
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And once again I ended in defeat
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Even here I could feel your eyes
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Heard your whispers and felt your lies
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Brother said: 'Come back to life'
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I asked some friends
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and nobody knew why ...
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Nobody had ever seen
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my flood of tears
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I can't believe you found me here
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It took some time to find these words
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I wrote them down in hope that they might help
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Watch me walk barefoot on glass
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Insecure as only a newborn child can be
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Others came to laugh at me
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They pointed fingers as I could see
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Believe me saying it's not the skin
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It's the stranger living deep inside
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Mother see, that all my life
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I painted flowers to survive
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And as they faded I stopped to paint
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I fell asleep
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and nobody knows why ...
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Father see, that I have tried
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To build a world with only me inside
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Millions of flowers surround my bed
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Now I still grab for stars and I can reach them all
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Flood Of Tears
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Diary Of Dreams |