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And SEX was always there from when I was only eight years - tempting me leave thirsty
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Sweat, skin, a PULSE divine to balance this restless MIND - it seems so wonderfully physical
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Oh the BLOOD, the lust, the bodies that color the world: all drugs to die for! Won't you share my fire?
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How can LOVE make that world a minefield of forbidden GROUND?
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A map of untouchable skin and SILENCED desire?
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And love was there in vain, PROFOUND and deep but traced with pain - too early for a child of TEN
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Loving the pure and sane he sought the goddess unstained - watching them turn to flesh again
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HUNGRY for both the PURITY and SIN
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Life seemed to him merely like a GALLERY of how to be
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And he was always much HUMAN than he wished to be
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But there is a LOGIC to his world, if they could only see
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Wishing - Sickened - I'll - Ticking
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SOMEONE still this hunger (it's in my blood) always growing stronger (ticking)
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BUDAPEST I'm learning, Budapest you're burning me
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This is not who I wanted to be, this is not what I wanted to see
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She's so young so why don't I feel free now that she is here under me?
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Naked- Touching - Soft - Clutching
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And then after all it lead me here to wake up again
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Seeking a love that might make me feel free in myself but then it proves to be
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Something that hurts inside when we touch, so I move on, I lose my way
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Astray I'm trying too much to feel unchained, to burn out this sense of feeling cold
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And every day I seek my prey: someone to taste and to hold
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I feel alive during the split second when they smile and meet my eyes
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But I could cry 'cause I feel broken inside!
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COME and DROWN with me- the UNDERTOW will sweep us away!
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And you will see that I'm ADDICTED to my HONESTY
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Trust! 'Cause after all my sense of TRUTH once crought me here
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But I've LOST control and I don't know if I am true to my soul
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I've lost CONTROL and I don't know if I am true to my soul
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Losing control and I don't know if I am TRUE AT ALL
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[Johan Hallgren]
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[Daniel Gildenlow]
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And we were always much more human than we wished to be...
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And I remember when you said you've been UNDER him - I was suprised to feel such pain
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And all those years of being faithful to YOU despite the hunger flowing through my veins
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And I have always tried to calm things down - SWALLOW down swallow down
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"It's just another small THORN in my crown"
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But suddenly one day there was too much blood in my eyes, and I had to take this WALK down
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REMEDY LANE of whens and whys...
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Empty - Licking - Clean - Choking
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SOMEONE still hunger (possessing my mind) always growing stronger (craving)
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BUDAPEST I'm learning, Budapest I'm burning me
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This is not who I wanted to be, this is not what I wanted to see
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She's so young so why I don't feel free now that she's under me?
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In the morning she's going away in a Budapest taxi I've paid
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Seeking freedom I touched the untouched - it's too much - I'm BEYOND THE PALE...
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Prematurity is the story of both you and me, and we were always much more human than we wished to be
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Prematurity is truly the story of both you and me, and we were always much more human than we wished to be
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We were always much more human than we wished to be - we were always much more human than we wished to be
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We will always be much more human than we wish to be
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WE WILL ALWAYS MUCH MORE HUMAN TAHN WE WISH TO BE...
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Beyond The Pale
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PAIN OF SALVATION |