dreams we had from the day we were born instincts cry to eat,
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take a dump, warm homey bed to sleep ma dreams as a kid was an artist,
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dancer singer and of course every girls dream Ms. Universe.
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as I grow bigger,taller, larger dreams get smaller and little lost gone now
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that i'm a big girl facing true reality follow ur head than ur heart,
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with ur first class quality U'll make a big life, fame, money, reputation,
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like gee~ thanx for the advice thought this was my life, reach my goal why won't u?
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what an I to u? Some money making machine? (c'mon out baby)
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we've been going out 4rm the day I can't remember making out so many nights,
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mistaken him as ma Mr. Right always melting me wit his words,
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I luv U promising our future by the word, I do ha!
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thought I would be the only one to walk into the kingdom
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of his world turned out to be a dead end,
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a wrong road, a bad choice, a plan from the start for my heart, body, soul, everything that I claim
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hey, ssup girl where were u last night?
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u know i don't go anywhere without u, we should always stick together, did she?
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stabs u in the back, takes off wit my money dissapears in the air like she was never there. oh yeah,
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but left me wit some bills 4 da pills i need to take everyday, everynight,
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24/7 so far, can't make a new friend, buddy,
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pal wutever u name it before sticking out a yellow paper readin' ur signature
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for to-be-my-friend-list i dun get it how-could-u-do-this?
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among billions of ppl in this planet is there anyone, anything that i could eva trust??!
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as I kneel down to my knees, confessing all my worries wanting miracle
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for my little needs I feel selfish for antin' and never givin'
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but u're the only one dat i could trust in this life plz be
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by myside to protect every evil mankind and make me believe
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there are hope in this world to ask and it will be given seek
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and you will find knock and the door will be opened, matthew 7 verses 7 (Amen)
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BELIEVE
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