And I felt myself going. I was in a great deal of pain, it was a very frightening experience, but I began to slip...
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I just sort of, feel myself going, and I remember trying to hold on... I’ll be ok, I’ll be ok...
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And it got to the point where I just couldn't... And everything began to just become very quiet.
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And I can remember with every ounce of strength I had I wanted to say goodbye to my wife, it was important to me...
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And I did, I remember just turning my head, looking at her and saying... I'm gonna die, goodbye Joan... and I did.
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It was then that I experienced... experienced what we call a near death experience, for me there was nothing near about it, it was there.
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It was a total immersion in light, brightness, warmth, peace, security...
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I did not have an out-of-body experience, I did not see my body or anyone about me, I just immediately went into this beautiful bright light.
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It's difficult to describe, matter of fact it’s impossible to describe.
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Verbally it cannot be expressed, it’s something which becomes you and you become it...
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I could say that I was peace, I was love, I was the brightness... It was part of me...
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Goodbye my friend
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Love will never end
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And I feel like you
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And I breathe all truth
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Love is the lifebreath of all I see
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Love is the truelight inside of me
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And I know you somehow
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As I hold you in my heart
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In my heart
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There's a fire in the sky
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And I know it's you
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(Senses following me)
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There's a light that's so bright
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And I know it's you
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And I dream like you
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And I believe in truth
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For I was always there
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And I will always be there...
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And it’s just so beautiful. It was eternity. It’s like... I was always there, and I will always be there...
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That my existence on earth was just a very brief instant.
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I could say that I was peace, I was love, I was the brightness... It was part of me...
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Internal Landscapes
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| Anathema |
