it's not an accusation, i freeze when i see you and i can still feel
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you breath
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you say i spread lies for attention as you play victim
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their minds set on who to believe
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i can't sit here pitied and self absorbed
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but i can't scrub this scent clean
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i've tried before adn i'm sure i can't explain in words
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or thoughts the way i've kicked and fought
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and fought myself to be sane to come clean and
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begin at last again
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sure i could give up and those i praise
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woudln't give a fuck
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so much for friends, so much for feelings now
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why don't you spit in my face
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for bringing shame to your name
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you and i know for sure
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behind closed doors
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it was you against me
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i won't sit here blamed and ignored
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as i rinse the stains clean without support
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and i'm sure i can't explain in words or thought
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the lessons i was taught
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as i fought while you used force for gain
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and i was skin deep in shame
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now i won't let up
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i'll tread the heals of your every step
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so much for friends, so much for feelings now
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why don't you spit in my face
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for bringing shame to your name
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you and i know for sure
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behind closed doors
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it was you against me
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You
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