I wanna run away
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To somewhere far and somewhere safe
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So scared of this place
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Cause you don't even know me
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And you don't even care that I've been lonely
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And tired of fighting in the den of the lions where I won't even try
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And in the dead of the night I wait
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Early morning and I still haven't got some sleep
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Call me crazy
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Call me baby
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You can call me weak
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You don't even know, no you don't even know
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That the weight of the world on me
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I've been there and back again
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And it seems to me
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That a promise isn't something you keep
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And a secret never lasts
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It only sees what you see
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Cause it's a cruel cruel ride
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And if you want to come inside
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You better sit up and shut your eyes
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And hold on for dear life
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Cause if you don't then you will surely lose your mind
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But I won't
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I wanna hide my face
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I wanna find the strength to get through this
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Oh I know I can do it
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It's the taste in my mouth
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It's the nauseousness
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It's my stomach in knots forming cascades of gunshots
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Leaving me holding a pen and this page and these words filled with rage
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In the dead of the night I wait
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Early morning and I still haven't got some sleep
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Call me crazy
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Call me baby
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You can call me weak
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Because you don't even know
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Cause it's a cruel cruel ride
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And if you want to come inside
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You better sit up and shut your eyes
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And hold on for dear life
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Cause if you don't then you will surely lose your mind
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But I won't
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I won't
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"Hello, can anyone hear me?"
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"Oh, does anyone know me?"
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"No, can anyone hear me?"
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"No, can anyone love me?"
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"No, can anyone, can anyone hear me?"
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Cause it's a cruel cruel ride
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And if you want to come inside
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You better sit up and shut your eyes
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And hold on for dear life
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Cause if you don't then you will surely lose your mind
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But I won't
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But I won't
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I won't
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I won't
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