The pain creeps in every day,
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And you're trying your best not to feel this way,
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Some days up and some days down,
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Swimming in misery, you're starting to drown
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Looking for answers to impossible questions,
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Searching in your mind in new dimensions,
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Feeling so alone and you've been thinking,
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"I'm better off dead than alone here, sinking!"
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Searching for the light and looking inside,
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To find out where your true strengths hide.
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Going on and on this pain has got to cease,
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Living like an animal full of disease,
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Further inspection now you're looking inside,
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To find out where your true strengths hide,
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You're looking around for some higher power,
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To get you through this darkest hour,
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All those years of pain are now coming through,
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Those cracks in your mind are nothing new to you.
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You're starting to slip to a whole new level,
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The metal of a gun pressed against your temple,
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One in the chamber, maybe one in your head,
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You can pull the trigger, and your mind'll turn red,
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What about the things that you never did?
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Getting straight, get a life, maybe having kids?
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Is a moment's pleasure really worth the cost,
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Of looking back on your life and all the things you lost?
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Don't know my future, with my past behind,
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I'm now reborn new hopes to find,
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Free from restraints that held me down,
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The cycle of hate that comes around.
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True Strengths
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Biohazard |