what didn't kill me
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left me cold enough to live this lie
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now i drift desensitized reality has
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had it's way with this time
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confidence now lost in comfort
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of familiar habits
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i know it's destructive
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but i can not get past this barricade
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i boiled up inside too high
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i've got to pull out of numbing phase
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hold down this fear
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push back self doubt
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i'm most afraid that i will fall to failure
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so much to say can't get it out
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it's all a waste chaste
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forced to indignant taste
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self propelled rejection
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it's more than i can take (right now)
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so sick of hiding from what i can't face
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so sick of hiding from what i can't face
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i must get through this wall of insecurity
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the thought of rejection more than
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i can take and i've got to get out of this numb phase
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set numb aside
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Numb Phase
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| Choke |
