I've never since felt life as dry as it was inside you.
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I've tasted plenty and it only made me gag.
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I wanted more.
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Now i have it all, without you.
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If i could have only left without that thought.
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I would have left with him.
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And you a childless wreck.
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I would have taken it upon myself to leave you strapped
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with the burden of unclear thinking.
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That's what you do best, you're always thinking and not acting rationally.
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You just needed someone to love you.
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God know i don't.
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I never did so disappear.
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You gave me every reason to
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and still i didn't break your face in.
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So where's my son and where's your scars?
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Do you still limp from my fist fucking fetish?
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And my midnight naked messages in your ears?
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So why didn't they come?
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Why wasn't she born?
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I would have taken her right from underneath you.
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She would call you mother,
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i would call you host,
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and you would just call on every lie you could to feel just and sane.
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Keep your word.
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How little do i really understand?
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I knew enough not to touch you there.
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I should have saved myself for the last
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but still i broke in the beginning and broke your hold in the end.
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And on you went barren and content.
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And i the other direction experienced in nothing special.
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Every Reason To
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Coalesce |