For hearing all my doubts so selectively and
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For continuing my numbing love endlessly.
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For helping you and myself: not even considering
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For beating myself up and over functioning.
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To whom do I owe the biggest apology?
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No one's been crueller than I've been to me.
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For letting you decide if I indeed was desirable
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For myself love being so embarrassingly conditional.
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And for denying myself to somehow make us compatible
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And for trying to fit a rectangle into a ball.
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And
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To whom do I owe the biggest apology?
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No one's been crueller than I've been to me.
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I'm sorry to myself.
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My apologies begin here before everybody else.
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I'm sorry to myself.
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For treating me worse than I would anybody else.
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For blaming myself for your unhappiness
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And for my impatience when I was perfect where I was.
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Ignoring all the signs that I was not ready,
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And expecting myself to be where you wanted me to be.
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To whom do I owe the first apology?
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No one's been crueller than I've been to me.
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And
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I'm sorry to myself.
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My apologies begin here before everybody else.
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I'm sorry to myself.
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For treating me worse than I would anybody else.
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Well, I wonder which crime is the biggest ?
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Forgetting you or forgetting myself...
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Had I heeded the wisdom of the latter,
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I would've naturally loved the former.
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For ignoring you: my highest voices.
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For smiling when my strife was all too obvious.
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For being so disassociated from my body,
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And for not letting go when it would've been the kindest thing.
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To whom do I owe the biggest apology?
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No one's been crueler than I've been to me.
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And
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I'm sorry to myself.
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My apologies begin here before everybody else
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I'm sorry to myself.
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For treating me worse than I would anybody else.
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I'm sorry to myself.
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My apologies begin here before everybody else
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I'm sorry to myself.
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For treating me worse than I would anybody else
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Sorry To Myself
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Alanis Morissette |