What did I do wrong
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(CHORUS)(repeat)
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What did I do wrong
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Don't wanna live
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My momma was a dope fiend but what I mean
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She was mannic depressed, like the Supremes
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And all my tears wiped with a cleanex
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I'm on the scene and I drop dead like River Phoenix
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A life I can't handle, so I drink Jack Daniels
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Straight, I bought me a 38 with one shiny silver bullet
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For the werewolf in me I don't pretend to be
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I'm fucked up off life
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I walk around with a bloody butcher knife
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I wanna kill myself, but first
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I think about what's worse
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I vision my body take a ride in a hearse
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And somebody, anybody, but nobody hears
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Buried alived, pine box, and my deepest fears
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I been doin' dope since I was 13
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But when I close my eyes unconciously I scream
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(CHROUS)
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Overdose scare again, I'm doin' heroin
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So been suckin' my leg like Nancy Kerragan
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Heroin addict like Kurt Cobain
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Needle's in your dick, 'cause your arms outta veins
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The system raped me, society hates me
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The man in the mirror is scared to face me
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My only friend is me, but how can I pretend to be
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My friend, I'm public enemy
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A number one, son of a shotgun
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So when I blasphamy, I bust a brain cell
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Dead cells make me faint
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But I can't faint no more I don't dream and never sleep walk
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Uncut dope make me comotose
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Growin' up with the scandalous from here to Los Angeles
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What does it mean, infetamine, niggaz so envy they green
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As I watch the fiends fiend, my mind screams
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(CHORUS)
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Your body's cold you feel numb from your addiction
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Just say no's a contradiction
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It seems like the whole world's high
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And I'm tryin' not to fry, brain cells passin' time until I die
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Suicide contemplated everything's drug related
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I wish when my father got erect he woulda masturbated
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Sperm concentrated now they sell it at the bank
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What has life come to? Tell me whatta you think?
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Crack babies be born like everyday
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I sucker born every minute right around my way
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What a rush when you're brain bust
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All your shit got flushed down the toilet stew
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What a fool
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Who gives a fuck if you self-destruct
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All you hoes and dreams 'cause you just a fiend
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And this world ain't big enough for the both of us
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Who can I trust with one slug down the bust?
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And say
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(CHORUS)
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What Did I Do Wrong
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Esham |