Drowning myself every night
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Me versus me has always been my biggest fight
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I've been so confused for so long
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And the answers always seem so far out of sight
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So I fill it up, fill it up one more time
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So when everything is wrong at least I still feel right
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I'm in the tunnel but I can't see the light
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I just want to feel whole again
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So I can let you in
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I just want to feel whole again
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I just want to feel whole
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Oh where is my self control?
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Where is my self control?
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I've been thinking this could be the end of me
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Who is this person in the mirror I see?
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I have come so far, thought I was so strong
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The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
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I never thought this would be me
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But now I'm on the verge of self destruction
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How could this happen to me?
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I've never been the type to run from anything, run from anything
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So sick and tired of wondering where my morals have gone
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My father didn't raise me to become this
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Where did I go wrong?
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There is not much left of me
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I can't feel the ground beneath my feet
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There is not much left of me
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I let everyone around me down
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And now I'm headed to the bottom of the bottle
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Just to block out the sound
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God I need you now!
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I've been thinking this could be the end of me
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Who is this person in the mirror I see?
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I have come so far, thought I was so strong
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The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
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This is my vice, this is me weak
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I need your love to erase this doubt
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I need your hand to pull me out
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Sometimes I feel like I will never learn
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Because the bottle's always there when I have nowhere else to turn
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Will I ever learn? Will I ever learn?
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I take another sip
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The dark room that I'm in becomes dimly lit
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This can't be all there is
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I've been thinking this could be the end of me
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Who is this person in the mirror I see?
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I have come so far, thought I was so strong
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The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
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And the only one to blame is me
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Who have I become?
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This is my desperate shout
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Pull me out!
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Pull me out!
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God I need you now!
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Vices
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Memphis May Fire |