Staring at the wall,
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I never thought this would be so hard.
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How could have I been so close and never known you?
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I never knew, I never knew you at all!
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You will always be my father but I hope you know,
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It's your fault and I'll never know what that means.
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You left a void that never could be replaced.
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I am dying inside but you will never see!
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I always had hoped that you did not want it this way,
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But no matter how hard I try you always pushed away.
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You said you loved me but...
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How was I supposed to know
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(How was I supposed to know)
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When you left here,
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You left me here alone?
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Do I ever even cross your mind,
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Just for second?
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Do you know I'm alive?
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You know I would let you in but you threw everything away.
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So tell me what did you get from all of these years of pain?
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You have no clue what I've been through,
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But I guess that you wanted it that way!
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How was I supposed to know
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(How was I supposed to know)
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When you left here,
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You left me here alone?
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Do I ever even cross your mind,
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Just for second?
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Do you know I'm alive?
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If you would've been there,
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If you would've stuck around.
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If you would've been there when I needed you,
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You would've been
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You would've been so proud!
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How was I supposed to know
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(How was I supposed to know)
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When you left here,
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You left me here alone?
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Do I ever even cross your mind,
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Just for second?
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Do you know I'm alive?
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The Abandoned
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Memphis May Fire |