|I've got a new disease in me,
|I've got a friend that's losing sleep,
|I take it hard, it's hard to take, I'm wide awake. Im wide awake.
|One more confession, discretion's not what I need to sell,
|I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself and now
|That's just how I tell I'm wide awake.
|I'll wreck this if I have to tell me what good would
|That do I'll wreck this if I have to
|You get separated, somebody's gone,
|And I don't know how this is wrong,
|I'm so frustrated, falling behind,
|You were a friend of mine.
|I'd be so good to you,
|Because they don't know you like I do.
|There's a difference from me to them,
|And the road home is paved in star fuckers requiem,
|I can never go, go back home again,
|Acadia is gone
|All my indecision, all of my excess,
|Don't you ever tell me I'm not loving you best,
|I just need a minute, I just need a breath,
|It gets very hard to drink to my continued success
|I will, slow down, it's better in the worst way,
|It's getting better in the worst way
|So here's another day, I'll spend away from you,
|Another night I'm on another broken avenue,
|Trading in who I've been for shiny celebrity skin
|I like to push and push it until my luck is over I wonder
|What you're doing, I wonder if you doubt it.
|I wonder how we used to ever go so long without it.
|All the work to impress, charming girls out
|Of their dresses and smiling pretty and pretty
|I'm right beside you, what you want what you need,
|I'll make this perfect again.
|If I burn out and slip away, you're beautiful, you are
|I've been here so very long and I could slip into you,
|It's so easy to come back into you,
|I'll hide it, could I hide in you awhile.
|I'm not sick of you yet, is that as good as it gets.
|I never took you for a trick but sometimes
|I don't know what you want, I could take it
|If you need to take this out on someone.
|If this is just a part I portray,
|I don't know how it got this way
|Masterpiece Theatre III