i am tired and confused, i don't know what to do.
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i can't stomach this pain any longer, life is at a crossroad.
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which way do i go? i can't make a decision for the life of me.
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losing my bout with this life, no doubt.
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or am i really...just succeeding?
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i'm a afraid of getting older,
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i feel it getting colder just please don't give me eternity.
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follow me on my wasted journey,
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i got two ways i can bring you down.
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one's for leaving, two's for staying, either way.
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don't you ever learn from your own interpreter,
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that a lifestyle is begging for mercy.
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i can't understand when it's all in my hands.
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i don't see it, i don't feel it. as long as i remember,
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i will always treasure those times that i actually felt happy.
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but for now i stand proud and never speak loud.
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and hide all my insecure feelings.
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falling prey to your own bad habit,
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you realize it's time to get out, happy now, but not quite,
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i'm just a little too tired right now.
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falling prey, falling prey, don't follow me.
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frozen feelings have always been your being.
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but the guilt always finds a way in.
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not a tear flows through, not a thought,
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not a sound. and numbness overwhelms me solo
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now i can only reach out for a stray flyer
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on my high wire and from the ground to the air
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it goes totally unnoticed,
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isn? it just like that.....so typical.
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Endless Journey
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Pulley |