I know no joy
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Only sorrow and pain
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I have evertying to lose
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And nothing to gain
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Once I stood so very tall
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Now I feel I'm nothing at all
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As i search, this quest gets shorter
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What doesn't kill me makes me stronger
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Forever fading, losing my grasp
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I wonder whos having the last laugh
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Each night I sleep as if it were my last
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I tire of living out lifes' task
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I feel I can no longer hold on
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So it's you who must stand up and bne strong
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These things I ment to tell you
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With my own voice
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But I was hurting so much
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I didn't have a choice
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There's nothing left for me now
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You must carry on somehow
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You may not understand
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But it will come to you
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Just what I've been going through
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Deep in my heart I know I'm good
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Sometimes I don't see it even if I could
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I have to do this to be free
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I can't take any more misery
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Overcome these thoughts that surround me
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I can feel myself drowning
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There's so much I could never live up to
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I never ment to be a burden to you
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I can see you as the tears swell up
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Find your strenght, don't ever give up
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These questions I long for
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Which were never sought
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This isolation
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Further spreads the rot
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Release these chains that
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Kept me all in a bind
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Reliquish myself to
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Have peace of mind
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My life's been punctuated
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My price for hesitating
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Total self-detonating
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There's no other reasoning
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To rid this imposter inside
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Time to say goodbye
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I apologize for putting you
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Through all this
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Deep in my heart
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Who I always will miss
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Take care, so long, miss you, forever
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Goodbye
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Sphere Of Unhappiness - III. Feel
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Oversoul |