First I tolf to myself there was no more than the sound
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Of the wind through an open door, and if no one
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entered it was no crime ?at least it was none of
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mine, and all isaw I kept at bay, an empty heard
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in an emtpy space, there was no reason for me to
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live, I had nothing to give, nothing to give
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I closed my eyes and to my surprise my heard
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was beating I was still alive
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Was there really nothing I could do?
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No, it can? be true!
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I?e been lying to myself, lying to myself for so long
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I?e been lying to myself, lying to myself
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And it can? go on
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Cause I? lying in state, I?e been lying in a state of grace
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I? lying in state
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I?e ben lying to myself and it can? go on
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At first I tried to blame the world for all evils
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That were unfurled, flags of sin blowing in the
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Wind over church and state, the rich and the
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Great, but when I listened all I really heard was
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My own voice and my own words, sometimes
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Begging for love, sometime screaming with
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hate, screaming with hate
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I don? trust that voice in my head, it? not mine it? the voice of the dead
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And why do you ask me what I think is true?
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I learned it all from you!
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I?e been lying to myself, lying to myself for so long
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I?e been lying to myself, lying to myself and it can? go on
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Cause I? lying in state, I?e been lying in a state of grace
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I? lying in state
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I?e lying to myself and can? go on
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In the end, you are my only friend and all I see is you,
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and all I have to give, my friend, I will give it to you.
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Who do I mean? Who am I talking to?
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How could it be more plain to you? Wake up.
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Look in your heart. Who are you? What is your name?
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If I take a shit in your perfect world it? only so
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You?l know me by my smell
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And though you turn away like you don? understand
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You know all too well
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You don? want to look, you don? want to touch
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You don? want tp pay cause it costs so much
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You just smile and wish me well
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Well, you can go to hell!
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Cause I? lying in state, I?e been lying in a state of grace
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I? lying in state
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I?e lying to myself and can? go on
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State Of Grace
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