Open eyes
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roll out of bed again
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and go through the motions
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awake and unconscious.
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look in the mirror
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there I am again
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feeling so empty
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the greyest shade of sick.
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sometimes my eyes deceive
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I try not to blink
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I think I see the beauty again
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has it returned?
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then it's gone; the moment's lost
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sinking all over again
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this false sense of hope is far too much.
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I can only run so far before I tire and fall
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falling again and again I stay down.
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I wish I was someone
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I wish I was something
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I wish they could see me again
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I was trying too hard
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Fall apart, like so many broken hearts
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Infect my mind, like so many left behind
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Cross my heart, as I hope to die
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Twisting the knife so slowly
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As I crawl away again
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I want to be no one
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I want to be nothing
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I want to be invisible
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Until my tears have dried
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Fall apart, like so many broken hearts
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Infect my mind, like so many left behind
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Cross my heart, as I hope to die
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Twisting the knife so slowly
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As I crawl away again
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Crawl away...into one more day
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Just another shade of grey
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Shade of Grey
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| Twelfth Of Never |
