You know sometimes I think God
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Is playing a little game with me
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Looking down from heaven, laughing
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Tryina see how much I can take
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Because the way things go, it's like a joke
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Nobody's had more shots at the moon and missed than me
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It's like I got my life stuck, stuck on rewind
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Trying to makes something of myself, life's got something else in mind
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I'm fighting a losing game and I'm biding my time
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You won't be my man, do I understand, no, stop
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I don't want to hear another word about your 'why not's', I bought
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Your bullshit it all before now you trying to sell me more, babe
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Man who makes a beast out of himself got nothing to lose
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Sold my soul long ago, nothing left to choose
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I'm tired, tired of singing the blues
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I'm tired
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I'm walking down the streets, you wouldn't know what I was thinking
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It's just another white girl day, hey, ribbons in my hair, and I am sinking down
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A double life, a sordid past, and I am drinking now
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I want to be bad
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You say you were glad to see me shut up
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I don't want to know another thing you think you know about me
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I'm not who you think I am, smiling but I ain't happy
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A man who makes a beast out of himself got nothing to lose
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Sold my soul long ago, nothing I can choose
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I'm tired, tired of singing the blues
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I'm tired
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Oh, my soul forgot, I can't turn off my mind
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It's like a ticking time bomb trying to kill me from inside
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I mean day and night
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Is there no remedy for memory?
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I've felt this way before, I've known the depths of desperation
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My boyfriend says I'm like an old movie star with loneliness as my occupation
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I know that he's right but I don't care tonight
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I want to be bad, I want to be bad, I can't stop
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I keep running around the same town, knocking you down, I'm fucked
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How can I get out when there's nowhere to go for miles around
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A man who makes a beast out of himself got nothing to lose
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Sold my soul long ago, nothing I can choose
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I'm tired, tired of singing the blues
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I'm tired
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Tired of Singing the Blues
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Lana Del Rey |